Lovin' Some of that Biology

Feeling A Little: In Love
Playing A Little: Katie And I by Kill Paradise
Recommending A Little: Jack's Mannequin

I think I believe in love at first sight. Okay so it is more like infatuation with an absolutely godly boy but its love. He smiled and I think I died a little inside because he wasn't mine. Its a weird thing because now I doubt he and I will ever meet again but I know if we do, love. Right there. He can be my little Darth's daddy. :P Won't have the dark hair I imagine him with but still... He will be the cutest little boy ever. He may be in my physics class if god loves me enough. I know people in all my classes but physics so I decided that there should be a hot guy who happens to fall for me.

I have Socks in my chem. class which will be uber amusing. She and I never work together (we stand at the till and chat) so it maybe a bad combination. We are soul mates seriously. She teases me about how I am going to be the best mom and I tease her about her inability to take off socks in a sexual manner (hence...Socks).

I feel so grown'd up now because I have to keep a calendar. Seriously. I'd like die without it because I have something everyday of the week, Socks is making me take Fusion classes on my usual off day. I am going to like explode next year I think, trying out for a play with Instead (although my acting skills are a little iffy), volunteering, working and school. Woah. Right now its everything minus a play plus a couple million courses. Of course this is all so I can slack for a semester...

Dartmouth is the current school of choice because it has everything I want plus financial aid although I am a little sad I will have to wait 4 years until England. My career is scary though because I just took a Biology exam... so logically I should be sick of Biology right? Wrong I totally want to do it forever. Maybe a doctor but I like can suddenly see me in research. One day I'll have a career and it will be a surprise to everyone inculding me. I also am awesome at guessing (there was these questions on muscles and I was like I don't even know what half those words mean so I chose the one I liked the most reticulum. And I won! Yay!) So now I am back to crossing my fingers and toes for 100%.

Until the Next Song,
Zoë

Its Coming Rough and Fast Hold Onto Your Hats

Feeling A Little: Antsy
Playing A Little: Don't Trust Me by 3Oh!3
Recommending A Little: Mayday Parade

So I was sitting in my room doing my Latin final exam and wow. It like just sunk in. I am never going to be doing this again. Next year I will be finishing school. I'll be cramming for exams but hopefully with a letter in hand. Next year I will have worry about my marks but after that I am done. No more stress about getting into university or getting this or that scholarship. Yes I will be in hyper freak out mode but I won't be able to do anything. I might be able to read a book... in a reasonable amount of time.

I change my university plans like every 30 seconds (my career has yet to be decided). Right now Dartmouth and I think that one may be staying. Ridiculously good school, costs are low and I have a good chance of making it in (okay upping a few percent maybe a good idea). And I am going to lock in my answer there (I needed to say that once in my life. I will never be on a game show so...). I even have the A-okay from my dad who is all go for it! And I got rid of McGill. Only one (or two) Canadian schools and like 5 million American one (kay 3) and UK ones (Only 2 of those... or 4. Shhh).

I actually am a little optimistic that they won't be all "Oh. My. God. Look at this Canadian girl who is trying to get in with a 93%! ha ha ha" I am working on relaxing but like this new, getting things done and on time thing. Sure I have essentially given up any social life but I am sure I can gain that back in a retirement home.

This next year is going to rough and fast but I am ready for the challenge. I have my tool belt on so Bring It. Crammed full of tests, essays and stress to the sky but this is the home stretch and no way in hell am I giving up. Come on I am Zoë. If I give up what chance do the rest of you have. :D Just kidding. You probably still have a little chance. I am a little excited for this new challenge... The first step to this would probably be getting through this Latin final exam....

Until The Next Song,
Zoë
~Now smiling creepily that only ONE year left!~